Catchig up

So much time has passed since my last visit. But so much has been going on. And I've had many more dreams. But I'll tell you about them later. But now, I wanna let you in on a little secret. Well, it's personal, but not that personal.

In my country and culture, girls are given in marriage pretty early. Say like 16. As far as I'm considered it is too young to be loaded with the responsibilities of family life, raising kids and all the other luggage that comes with marriage. And most teenagers, including myself, are very immature at this time. So, rationally, I think it's stupid to do such a thing. But that's how things are here.

Anyway, I had to go through this same scenario and my father wanted me to get married. Although I managed to convince him that I will marry only after I've completed my 20th year, he still wanted me to give the 'green light'. So I said yes, of course with many conditions, and several proposals came my way. As time went by, I lost faith that anyone could find me a groom that I would be happy with. And I realized that I'm the only one who can do that.

Since I'm confined at home due to a million different reasons, I thought I should try the internet. But that could be very risky. Even then, with the help of the little amount of common sense that I had, I have been trying. Nothing panned out yet, but we'll see.

Finding a good husband, tops my list of dreams that I want to come true.

I know there are a whole bunch of 'good husbands' out there. What I mean by that is, a type of person that I can be happy with, a type of person that I can look up to for strength and a type of person that I can look in the eye and say "I'm lucky to have you in my life."

So, what do you think? What kind of dream is this? An unattainable one??????????
I hope not!